The Beginning

Hello Everyone....

This is my first post ever as a blogger or whatever you call them/us. I recently thought it would be a good idea just to write my thoughts and feeling. In doing this I hope to just spread or share my thoughts and feeling. P.S. Not asking for anyone to creep on me.

To start off I'll just talk about me which I won't always try to do because honestly I don't feel like I'm a Me, Me, Me and Me kind of guy. I care about everyone the people in my family, some friends that I don't know that I'll call friends for reasons I may talk about latter, and also I like animals. One my family you know we fight once and awhile for stuff that may be anyone fault that are around us. Well and my friends its hard to say, their more like my high school buds, but I've always had a hard time trusting them for really reasonable reasons like they done stuff that just unforgiveable to the stuff I own and I'm pretty sure one even had a crush on my sister for a little bit. Whatever never mind that and animals I always felt like I've had a huge connection with them and get along with them super well enough to the point where I would pet random dogs and people would freak out and be like "that dog usually bites people."

I know that happen to a bunch of people but I've always felt like I've had a even stronger connection like I know exactly how they feel and how to make them at the happiest state of mind ever. Another thing about me is that I feel like sometimes I think about rambunctious things, but lately I feel like my mind has been maturing. Where I can think things and apply it more to life then just think about cartoon that can't do anything with life; I'm not going to lie though sometimes I do which may never change. Reason I think that is because, you have to think of funny things in life to enjoy the little things life throws at you.

Right now I have this girl who from India and its crazy that I'm thinking about being with her and what's crazier is that I think I may be in love with her. Reasons I love her is for the reasons honestly she been there for me without knowing it for I'll say it half a year now. I could probably give a hundred reasons why she amazing. Only thing recently we kinda hit a bump in the road and its one that I never could pass over its something so big its like you were looking at the roads and a giant UFO crashed. You can't just pass its a UFO! First I'll have to look at it for a good while and be like well that's not moving anywhere. Anyways what bump I can't get over is religion....

Its ridiculous she brought it up because surprisingly she may love me too and keeps saying how I should go to church and all that good stuff. The only thing is that were not even in the same religion so what's the point... The truth is I just want to be with her maybe even the rest of my life and that includes going into her religion, but one problem she doesn't think it can work like that.

Now I don't know what to do I can't just leave her for something stupid like this and if what I know from past experience it won't just blow over it will just keep coming up until one of us gives up. One thing about me is that I'm stubborn I won't quit! One more thing though I'm not crazy and going to repeat the same mistake. So maybe the best course of action is to say see ya if you still want me this summer give me a call or text saying your around the states.

If I had to tell the truth I don't like that idea because what if she doesn't give me a call when she around, what am I just suppose to hope fate puts us together then what then I say "hi is that you" Then feel like I creeper. I don't understand because fate can't decide things... You have to! you have to wait up one day and be like I want this and this. Then when you see for it grab it no matter what anyone says around you, but family is a huge deciding factor I know, but friends do not count. I'll treat them like my friends I'll be friendly and if they want to decide anything for me then alright they can decide what I'm going to eat for lunch or dinner.

Well that's my first post I hope this tells a little about me as a person in a positive aspect hopefully.